I am the city. I live amongst you, around you, underneath you. My breath is imperceptible; it heaves beneath you nonetheless, twisting the tarmac of your roads and making the timbers of your house creak. Dotard. Not for one moment do you see yourself as anything less than master of your own destiny. You are as fleas upon my broad flank.
My days pass as yours do, but with a cognisance pushing past the furthest outreaches of your consciousness. I see you from dawn’s first stirrings – the lights blinking onto pasty faces, the paperboys rubbing their hands and the milk floats rumbling. My neuropathways are warmed by the rising sun. They are mapped by trunk roads, traffic lights, and no-parking zones. My residents begin to skitter across my surface in numbers. Your tiny, leather-clad feet tickle me as you rush oh-so-importantly to their meetings and coffee mornings.
As the day fades, I inevitably begin to tire of your self-importance. Often, I toy with you – a person burning ants underneath a magnifying glass. Pernicious, I might choke your lungs with traffic smog, or simply drag your grey, lifeless day out until all seems like drudgery to you. Conversely, I might take pity upon you and lift you up. I could fill your senses with music and commerce and culture…hmm.
At night, I struggle to sleep. Perhaps it is this wakefulness that is at the route of my irritability. Mine is the repose of the drunkard, that uneasy sleep that skims the surface of true respite. It is a slumber of gulls fighting over discarded kebabs, of girls sitting crying in shop doorways, of the homeless huddled against the wind whilst somewhere nearby, a bottle is smashed and a cry is muffled.
Your cries of pain and desperation do not make rest easy to come by.
Nevertheless, be wary city dweller. The space you take for granted belongs to me. Every discarded can cartwheeling down the road is an insult to me, every smashed bus stop a slur on what I have provided. Take care, for you are but a custodian of a space upon me. All I have to do is clench my fist, and the city streets will close around you.
*Thanks for reading, folks. Images courtesy of Ian S. and Piqsels*
Matthew Richardson is a writer of short stories. His work has featured in Gold Dust magazine, Literally Stories, Near to the Knuckle, McStorytellers, Penny Shorts, Soft Cartel, Whatever Keeps the Lights On, and Shooter magazine. He is an absentee member of the Glasgow Writers Group, a PhD student at the University of Dundee, a lucky husband, and a proud father.
Not necessarily in that order
I love the dark hint of menace.
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Thanks Chris. Hopefully not indicative of my personality!
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I’m sure not!
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😂 Perhaps just a little? 😉😎👍
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Guilty as charged 😕
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No need for sad-ish face? We all have a bit of dark in us? Certainly, you strike me more as the white knight type (–hope that doesn’t offend… is meant with genuine admiration and blogging-buddy friendship vibes :))
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Oh defo was taken as such. Embrace the darkness, that’s what I say 😂 Nah I can’t really get my batman vibe on!
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😆🦹🏻♂️ 🚫🦸🏻♂️🎠✅ 😆
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Great depiction of a living breathing city – love the individual snapshots that really make it come alive!
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Thanks Tom! I was aiming for an overview of the city and then to dip in and out of specific scenarios.
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The city as a dark and brooding god. Chilling, and yet we feel for it, understand it somehow… perhaps it is a part of us, as much as we are part of it (“as fleas upon [its] broad flank” — perfect)
“My neuropathways are warmed by the rising sun.” Loved that line.
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Ooh definitely should have used ‘it is a part of us, as much as we are a part of it’. That would have fit in just perfect!
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Noooooo (says pensively)…. don’t think so actually (imho)… I believe the story exemplifies that as a whole; nice not to spell things out, thereby making the reader get to fire a few synapses of their own, I’d say…. I like it very much as is
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Far too kind as always, Nadine.
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Not really…. you’re too modest.
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Amazing narrative written in eloquent streams of consciousness. Anand Bose from Kerala
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Thanks Anand. I quite enjoy the stream of consciousness style. Hopefully it is a stylistic quirk rather than verbal diarrhoea!
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Hi, Matthew beautifully penned. Great overview of a city, its urban sprawl: its hidden corners: its inner life: its broodiness: its darkness and vulnerability yet still intoxicating. Have a great day. Goff
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Thanks so much Goff. Very kind and very much appreciated! Matt
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Pleasure. Best Regards. Goff
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The city is in charge… Loved it!
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Thanks so much. Very kind of you!
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